I'm So Sad Right Now

[BiggGameJames]

I Know some guys are going make fun off me but oh well i just got back from seeing my grandma and see is not doing well at this worst i have seen her the last time i seen her b4 this at lest she able to walk a lil bit and talk now she can't even get out bed she can hardly talk i hated seeing her like that she knows her time is almost up she don't want to die but what more can she do ill tryed not cry while there i cried in sleep do and i'm tearing up a lil bit right now :(

[sTr]

go get drunk and drive around, it always helps me reflect...

[BiggGameJames]

drinking helps sometimes for a lil bit

[LuckyNumbrXIII]

.... Don't drink and drive, please. I've had relatives due of cancer. It's not easy. Stay well, and try to dwell on the joyful times you've spent together and not so much on the disease.

[insane]

Anyone that would make fun of you because your sad about your grandmother is not worth listening to. The only thing I can suggest is to spend as much time with her and try to bring her things that she likes. Make her happy as much as you can.

[BiggGameJames]

insane Wrote:Anyone that would make fun of you because your sad about your grandmother is not worth listening to. The only thing I can suggest is to spend as much time with her and try to bring her things that she likes. Make her happy as much as you can.

talked to her a lil bit b4 we left we going back there next weekend we going try to go up as much as we can they stooped the kemo shes to week for that so best think they said we can is make her confutl give her meds so she won't be in much pain and we have people from the hospital coming to house to check on her

[Paullehh]

I just got back from seeing my sick friend. You just gotta stay strong and positive for her.
Show her you care so she can draw some happiness from that.

[holagatita]

I know we've all given you shit, but for this...nawww

I'm sorry dude. Really sucks seeing loved ones decline.

[BiggGameJames]

my dad gives her a week or 2 weeks she might live longer then that i hope she makes it for rest of the yr

[Ms Felony]

I suggest you start saying your goodbyes to her dude.

I wish i could've said bye to my nan before she went, and if you have something of hers fking treasure it and remember the good times.

[BiggGameJames]

i really hope that she though it i'm kinda ruing out of hope

[BiggGameJames]

thank you guys for your support you guys are not that bad afterall

[Stoopid Dog]

[BiggGameJames]

莟莟莟 Wrote:

really you can't be supportive? i thought we were cool?

[Stoopid Dog]

[BiggGameJames]

莟莟莟 Wrote:

asshole bajaj

[BiggGameJames]

anyways i would love for her to be a live for rest of the yr hell maybe even 2 yrs hell i would like for her to get well and live many yrs as possible. but that a very slim chance of happing with her not doing Keymo rigth now cancer will grow we don't fast it will grow

[BiggGameJames]

I Need to talk to my friend but he hasn't picking up his phone can't even get voice mail.

[BiggGameJames]

so he called early it was nice to talk to them he said he might be cooing by this week be nice if he comes i need him here

[OddBallFreak]

Hope your friend comes through for you.. If he has the means too and doesn't he's not a good friend. And sorry your g.m is doing poorly but i would take everyone else's advice and start making your peace with it and cherishing what moments you guys have left together

[BiggGameJames]

after she goes i have one grandma left but she don't come by that much.

[sTr]

is she less of a grandma because of that?

[BiggGameJames]

sTr Wrote:is she less of a grandma because of that?

no but her and my dad are talk right now we wanted her come out for thanksgiving just her but her boyfriend didn't want to go so she stayed.

[BiggGameJames]

The 5 Stages of Loss and Grief

1. Denial and Isolation

2. Anger

3. Bargaining

4. Depression

5. Acceptance

right now i'm at 2 3 4 have yet to go to 5 don't want to go to 5

[Autumn]

Sorry to sound harsh, but you HAVE to learn to accept death. It's a part of life.

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[BiggGameJames]

i will accept but that takes time i still hope that she will get better.

[Autumn]

Positive thinking isn't bad. As they say (whoever they actually are is questionable lol), hope for the best and expect the worst.

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[Stoopid Dog]

I always hope for the worst and expect the best.

[Paullehh]

Fluff is having trouble jizzing!

[BiggGameJames]

i don't know if i want go back to see her next weeknd cuz i really don't like seeing her like that but then aagin i need to try to spend as much time wither as i can cuz you never know :(

[sTr]

you'll regret it if you don't...

[BiggGameJames]

sTr Wrote:you'll regret it if you don't...

i know i just don't like seeing her lie that last week i cried in sleep during the day i try to hold back my tears but once i went to i start ballin.

[BiggGameJames]

i have lost few people over the yrs though by now ill be use it and be eaer now that im olderbut jut gets harder

[BiggGameJames]

I been drinking a lot lately it kinda helps me coupe with this

[dirtymonkey22]

try Gay sex I heard that helps