Conflict of Emotion....

[juggalogigolo]

its tough, but you didnt talk to her for a year and a half, and didnt have any intention of talking to her anytime soon... this dosent really change anything, she was a bitch and you didnt get along.... just because she was family dosent mean shit. i understand feeling bad for the rest of your family, but she was a fuck up, and shes just as responsible for not talking, if not MORE. if she had no room in her fucked up druggy life for you, then why should you feel bad because shes dead? there is no heaven, there is no afterlife, shes nothing but dirt. and you have no reason to feel bad, other than feeling bad for your siblings