A Message From Fluff

[sTr]

word. ! went to the doctors and ! was surprised when they told me how healthy ! was.

[juggalogigolo]

I'm suprised

[sTr]

! smoke a pack a day, and they said my lungs were comparable to a runners. Shit's crazy

[juggalogigolo]

That is a bit crazy

[sTr]

they hooked me up to all sorts of machines, they test my heart and lungs. Both were good as a mofo.

[juggalogigolo]

What about your balls

[sTr]

they couldn't find them

[Paullehh]

They didn't find any so there was nothing to worry about.

My beer post was meant to be in the video chat topic...doh!

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Bajajaja

[Paullehh]

Ninja's!

[sTr]

niggas

[juggalogigolo]

Fuck em

[Stoopid Dog]

bajaj, wow.

Ok. So I guess I can update this thing with an actual post.

So ya. I was really fucked up when I created those, in fact I can vividly see where I was when I was creating them.

Can't remember who said it but ya, my herion addiction started from taking prescription pills and spirreled from there to herion. It was a dark and crazy point in my life, some times Im not the proudest of but I keep it constantly on my mind to remind me where I can end up again.

Shortly after this was posted I was picked up on another warrent for my arrest because I got into it with a witness on my case and appearently being in contact with witnesses is against the law. But anyways, I ended up getting sent to prison for two years and in IL we only do half of your sentence unless your case is extremely violent.

While in there I of course became sober, and not just an incarcerated sober cause hell, there is drugs in the prison system too, and booze, believe it or not. They dont stop everything from making it in there. But I started going to AA meetings in the joint which lead me to running into a fellow person from Danville that was locked up in the same facility. He talked me into going to church with him 2 times a week so I followed along, at first mainly to just get off the deck for a bit.

Truth is along the way I found some kind of comfort in the word and all that. I wont push it on here and Im still quite the douche bag believe it or not. I just have more of a faith to a higher power that I believe is my savoir. Thanks to incarceration Im going on 16 months clean, 4 months out here in the free world. I continue to focus on a religious based lifestyle. I stray from old people places and things.

I still act the same, I just have a better understanding of what I call faith, and a blessing, cause by the grace of something I never ended up dead, even when it was attempted to be intentional.

Other then that. Fuck ya.

[juggalogigolo]

ugh, religion.

take responsibility for your own actions. theres no magical sky daddy keeping you off drugs, thats all on you. YOU did that.

[Stoopid Dog]

[juggalogigolo]

ugh.

[Stoopid Dog]

bajaj, that post was a joke.


Nigga. Higher power and such. But naw, its what works for me im going to be with it.

AND MAAAYYY ALL JJUUGGGAAALOOOSSS FIIINNDDD DHIIIIIMMMM

[John the Juggalo]

Thats good to hear that youre doing better. Faith is a very individual process, Im glad that you've managed to get some sense of clarity through that.

[Paullehh]

If you find it helps then there is no harm in it.
Can't see you turning in to a mad preaching bible thumper anytime soon.

[Stoopid Dog]

I believe in this as well.

[juggalogigolo]

thats all well and good, but take responsibility for your own actions. there are no "evil forces" that made you start taking drugs in the first place, that was all you. and there arent any "good forces" that helped you stop, that was all you as well.

[Paullehh]

(02-18-2016, 05:03 PM)fred Wrote:  thats all well and good, but take responsibility for your own actions. there are no "evil forces" that made you start taking drugs in the first place, that was all you. and there arent any "good forces" that helped you stop, that was all you as well.

Can we ever be positive we are not being influenced?
It's fairly obvious that influence has a big impact on people and that's not strictly free choice.
Influences can pretty much shape the person you become.
I'm not a believer in any god but i'm fairly certain church and religion influence people and ultimately cause them to make certain decisions that they would never have made if not exposed to influences.

[juggalogigolo]

(02-19-2016, 12:22 PM)Paullehh Wrote:  i'm fairly certain church and religion influence people and ultimately cause them to make certain decisions that they would never have made if not exposed to influences.

thats true, but for the vast majority of the last couple thousand years, its done more harm than good.

[Stoopid Dog]

Ya, once you get into the whole religion groups things get pretty out of control. I mean I believe but I actually go to a non-denominational church. I aint particularly baptist or Lutheran. I believe but I aint paying my way to God and fuck all that cult like shit that them Catholics do.

[gimpster138]

If you're claiming to be religious, you should defend all people of any faction.

Going to your non-denomination church is a start, but the faithful types have turned into the GOP; warring amongst each other has fractioned religion's effectiveness. If you want God to be a true force you should start helping other people, rather than arguing and condemning.

If you find yourself putting money into a collection plate, you're doing it wrong.

[juggalogigolo]

they all believe and are worshiping the same god you do. catholics, protestants, muslims, christians, and jews alike.

[Joshy]

(02-16-2016, 06:12 PM)fred Wrote:  ugh, religion.

take responsibility for your own actions. theres no magical sky daddy keeping you off drugs, thats all on you. YOU did that.

[Stoopid Dog]

I respect that.

Each they own.

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[Joshy]

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[Ms Felony]

(10-28-2014, 10:09 AM)fred Wrote:  I don't understand what's so hard about listening to them

I can't listen to them cause My VLC needs updating

why would I want to listen to a loser anyway....

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(10-29-2014, 09:14 PM)holagatita Wrote:  So anyway, what I took away from the documentary in reguards to that is that bitcoin wouldve never really taken off and gained proper momentum if not for the help of the drug community. Silk Road was really the reason bitcoin has any footing at all as being looking at as real money.

It only has footing due to criminals using it as the transactions are not traceable.

[Paullehh]

like any currency. It will only take off if people are using it.

[Joshy]

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