I'm So Sad Right Now

[N-Do]

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[BiggGameJames]

almost everyone in my family has given up hope they say its only a matter of time i still have some hope left. :(
they given her 2 weeks they think she will last i'm hoping she will last for a few mouths but its not really up to us its for god to decided when shes ready to go hell she might live for a few yrs

[BiggGameJames]

Why are my prayers not working ill pray for my grandma to well but its not happing!

[The Professa]

I'm sorry you feel that way. impermanence is a part of life, this can be viewed in both a negative and positive light. Though losing loved ones is hard for those who survive them, I like to think of the good times that were had thought their time. old photos or gifts can be inspirational at times. Perhaps there are some philosophies of hers or perspectives/outlooks on life that she's shown you over the years that you can hold an embrace to survive, honor, and remember remember her by when her time does come.
Until then, I'd spend as much time w her as I could... Like everyone else said. maybe see if there's anything she wants that you could bring her.

When my grandpa died of cancer it was really bad times. though I could intellectualize everything that was going on, I had to take time to accept it and just be sad for a while.

[BiggGameJames]

The Professa Wrote:I'm sorry you feel that way. impermanence is a part of life, this can be viewed in both a negative and positive light. Though losing loved ones is hard for those who survive them, I like to think of the good times that were had thought their time. old photos or gifts can be inspirational at times. Perhaps there are some philosophies of hers or perspectives/outlooks on life that she's shown you over the years that you can hold an embrace to survive, honor, and remember remember her by when her time does come.
Until then, I'd spend as much time w her as I could... Like everyone else said. maybe see if there's anything she wants that you could bring her.

When my grandpa died of cancer it was really bad times. though I could intellectualize everything that was going on, I had to take time to accept it and just be sad for a while.

there are lot good times i have had with her thinking about them makes me both happy and sad at same time :(

[BiggGameJames]

going to be gone for for while heading back to Vegas to see grandma

[BiggGameJames]

this could be last time i see her alive its only a matter of time.

[BiggGameJames]

going to say by to my grandma is the hardest thing that i have to do.

[Paullehh]

Don't actually stand there n say goodbye. Just spend time with her.
She doesn't want you being all about "your going to die" try give her a lil happiness and love. Not misery.
Nobody wants to go out like that.

[BiggGameJames]

I Want thank guys again for support you have shown me i didn't what you would happen if post this cuz i know some you guys don't like so i thought i would get made fun of something are not post anything at all. Cuz i know some of you guys don't like me