This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life

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This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - sTr - 08-14-2012

It's the craziest thing, just when it seems to be going away it creeps back worse than it was. !'m really good at not showing it, ! don't think this helps. ! go through my day acting like there's nothing wrong at all, ! feel like !'m just going through the motion. Tomorrow doesn't seem to matter as much as it once did. !'m not going to do anything dumb, honestly ! don't have motivation to do so. The only thing ! want to do is sit at home and be miserable. ! feel like everything unique is now gone from my life and ! am back to being a robot. Wake up, walk the dog, go to work, take lunch, walk the dog, go back to work, get off work, walk the dog, sit on the internet, go to sleep. That's it, just one big cycle of misery. ! wish ! could quit my job and live on the road as a gypsy, this life is such a sorry excuse. ! have to question how we as a populous let ourselves get stuck in such a social rut. ! believe work is good for many reasons, it builds values that you don't get on a day to day basis. That does not mean that we should be working 50% of our life away. ! really don't know anymore, something needs to change in my life. !'ve been listening to "I Wish It Would Rain" by The Temptations, it's an excellent song. You can feel the emotion in his voice. He wrote it after he caught his wife cheating on him, a week after the single was released he killed himself. If you've ever wanted to hear what pure emotion sounds like, listen to this song.

tl;dr - fml

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - John the Juggalo - 08-14-2012

I know what you mean

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - Star - 08-14-2012

Shit's shitty, and unfortunately I still haven't come up with a way to fix everything. Things usually turn back up after awhile, though.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - BiggGameJames - 08-14-2012

it get better man

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - sTr - 08-14-2012

That's the only thing keeping me going at all is ! know it always gets to a point where everything doesn't suck. ! just hate the having to go through the shitty part at all.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - BiggGameJames - 08-14-2012

i feel the same way

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-14-2012

i was pretty depressed in jail

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - fghtffyrdmns - 08-14-2012

COUSIN IT Wrote:i was pretty depressed in jail

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - John the Juggalo - 08-14-2012

Way to kick somebody while they're down.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - fghtffyrdmns - 08-14-2012

John the Juggalo Wrote:Way to kick somebody while they're down.

Vengeance for kitties everywhere.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-15-2012

yeah i have 25 cats that love me ...wanna adopt a kitten

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - John the Juggalo - 08-15-2012

Im over it.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-15-2012

my cats

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - Grimlin - 08-15-2012

Unforuately it's called life.

Life is what you make it. You can always change it.... You just gotta try and that's the problem with most people..they just don't wanna try.

This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - The Professa - 08-15-2012

Word ^

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - BiggGameJames - 08-15-2012

Grimlin Wrote:Unforuately it's called life.

Life is what you make it. You can always change it.... You just gotta try and that's the problem with most people..they just don't wanna try.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-15-2012

unless your stuck in the vicious circle...and dont depend on anyonre to take care of you...being a female on SSi ...im kinda stuck...and dont want to do anything ileagal to become rich ...i just want lots of land in the country a cat sanctuary, a pit bull and my weiner dog, 3 horses ,a couple of goats...a chicken coop for food voodoo and all that...
a barn with a drum set in it...and a big house and good friends i can trust...

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - sTr - 08-15-2012

! want a reason to be happy...

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-15-2012

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN... ITS CALLED DESPAIR MY BIGGEST ENEMY...

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - BiggGameJames - 08-15-2012

there are times when i don't want o get out of bed.

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-15-2012

sleep can be my temporary suicide...

i have the weirdest dreams in jail

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - F-Disk - 08-15-2012

str im sorry to hear this but as all have said it will get better

cousin it haveing 25 cats that love you doesnt meen shit i bet you have not got them there shots i bet almost none of them are fixed and your just letting them bread like wild rabbits witch is very irresponsible with over 10-12 million animals getting put to sleep a year because they dont have homes i realy hope that you will just fuck off and die Angry Writer

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - Autumn - 08-15-2012

Str, what in the past has made you happy? Do you feel like helping others would make you happy? Maybe you can do volunteer work. Or you could start writing music again. Try something new, break out of your comfort zone. You never know what you could like unless you try it.

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Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - BiggGameJames - 08-15-2012

Autumn Wrote:Str, what in the past has made you happy? Do you feel like helping others would make you happy? Maybe you can do volunteer work. Or you could start writing music again. Try something new, break out of your comfort zone. You never know what you could like unless you try it.

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that's what people tell me

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - LuckyNumbrXIII - 08-15-2012

sTr, I gotta let you know man, I've been like that. I've felt like that. I can't pinpoint exactly what I did that changed that, but one day it all just lifted off me. Now I realize that every day isn't your life. Your life is what you do to make yourself happy.

You are worth more than your job. Your job is just a means to sell your time to make the money you need to do what you like. You wanna travel? Keep a travel fund. FInd out where you wanna go, what you wanna see, and when your travel fund hits the goal... just go. If you're not making enough money, sell yourself some more. Try and find someplace to work weekends. Work 7 days a fuckin week. I've done it. I've worked 7 days a week, with no sleep because there was no turnover between jobs, I worked 12 hours one place, 12 hours in another. When I got my money, I fuckin took a week off and went to Myrtle Beach to hang out with my best friend that I haven't seen in years.

It's amazing... once you get over that lump, you can move like a motherfucker. Like... getting off your ass to do it is hard, but once you're off your ass and running, it's so easy to keep going forward.

What makes you happy/has made you happy in the past?

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - Autumn - 08-15-2012

Why don't you do it?

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Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - BiggGameJames - 08-15-2012

LuckyNumbrXIII Wrote:sTr, I gotta let you know man, I've been like that. I've felt like that. I can't pinpoint exactly what I did that changed that, but one day it all just lifted off me. Now I realize that every day isn't your life. Your life is what you do to make yourself happy.

You are worth more than your job. Your job is just a means to sell your time to make the money you need to do what you like. You wanna travel? Keep a travel fund. FInd out where you wanna go, what you wanna see, and when your travel fund hits the goal... just go. If you're not making enough money, sell yourself some more. Try and find someplace to work weekends. Work 7 days a fuckin week. I've done it. I've worked 7 days a week, with no sleep because there was no turnover between jobs, I worked 12 hours one place, 12 hours in another. When I got my money, I fuckin took a week off and went to Myrtle Beach to hang out with my best friend that I haven't seen in years.

It's amazing... once you get over that lump, you can move like a motherfucker. Like... getting off your ass to do it is hard, but once you're off your ass and running, it's so easy to keep going forward.

What makes you happy/has made you happy in the past?

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - holagatita - 08-15-2012

F-Disk Wrote:str im sorry to hear this but as all have said it will get better

cousin it haveing 25 cats that love you doesnt meen shit i bet you have not got them there shots i bet almost none of them are fixed and your just letting them bread like wild rabbits witch is very irresponsible with over 10-12 million animals getting put to sleep a year because they dont have homes i realy hope that you will just fuck off and die

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - holagatita - 08-15-2012

DeadBodyMan Wrote:
LuckyNumbrXIII Wrote:sTr, I gotta let you know man, I've been like that. I've felt like that. I can't pinpoint exactly what I did that changed that, but one day it all just lifted off me. Now I realize that every day isn't your life. Your life is what you do to make yourself happy.

You are worth more than your job. Your job is just a means to sell your time to make the money you need to do what you like. You wanna travel? Keep a travel fund. FInd out where you wanna go, what you wanna see, and when your travel fund hits the goal... just go. If you're not making enough money, sell yourself some more. Try and find someplace to work weekends. Work 7 days a fuckin week. I've done it. I've worked 7 days a week, with no sleep because there was no turnover between jobs, I worked 12 hours one place, 12 hours in another. When I got my money, I fuckin took a week off and went to Myrtle Beach to hang out with my best friend that I haven't seen in years.

It's amazing... once you get over that lump, you can move like a motherfucker. Like... getting off your ass to do it is hard, but once you're off your ass and running, it's so easy to keep going forward.

What makes you happy/has made you happy in the past?

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - COUSIN IT - 08-15-2012

well i had to repierce my tits cause in solitary confinement in jail there is no comb teeth...aqnd 10 days them bitches closed

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Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - dirtymonkey22 - 08-15-2012

COUSIN IT Wrote:well i had to repierce my tits cause in solitary confinement in jail there is no comb teeth...aqnd 10 days them bitches closed

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - Paullehh - 08-15-2012

Only a woman can send a man in to this spiral of funk!

You need a holiday and some buckfast.
Grab yourself a plane ticket to Scotland! Happy

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - fghtffyrdmns - 08-15-2012

COUSIN IT Wrote:well i had to repierce my tits cause in solitary confinement in jail there is no comb teeth...aqnd 10 days them bitches closed

WITH A SAFETY PIN?
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F-Disk Wrote:cousin it haveing 25 cats that love you doesnt meen shit i bet you have not got them there shots i bet almost none of them are fixed and your just letting them bread like wild rabbits witch is very irresponsible with over 10-12 million animals getting put to sleep a year because they dont have homes i realy hope that you will just fuck off and die

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - OddBallFreak - 08-15-2012

oh lord I hope you get tetanus

Re: This is the most depressed !'ve been in my entire life - Paullehh - 08-15-2012

OddBallFreak Wrote:oh lord I hope you get tetanus

Looks like she already has a bit of a syphilis rash popping up on her body..
This explains the crazy too.